Time Well Wasted?

So yesterday I went all the way to Ft. Worth to fill out a job application. I was really excited about the prospect of being able to work with animals. The place I applied at was the Humane Society of North Texas. I had e-mailed them last week regarding a position they had posted. I received a phone call asking me to come in and fill out an application. Upon getting there, I told the person at the front desk that I had spoke with someone and that I had been requested to fill out an application in person. The front desk person didn't seem phased by this, handed me an application which I proceeded to fill out. I then received a phone call this morning asking me to come back in for an interview. The interview seemed to well. This time and gas seems to have been a waste of my time though. At $8.00 an hour, 45 miles away and having to work weekends...Jeremy and I think that it's just not going to be worth it. I make more on unemployment than I would make at that job. I could find something with the same opportunities working closer to home.

I wouldn't have a problem working on the weekends if I could get some off to continue the wedding photography. I love doing the wedding photography and really hope that things will pick up with it. And I love working on the wedding invitations that I've done also. I'm going to finishing up the ones for my cousins wedding soon and I'm going to work on some for a friend from college. I just need to find a way to make a living at it. What I would really like to do is start my own business. I'm tired of talking about it, I really want to do it, I'm just scared, mainly about the taxes but also about not having a steady income...now.